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Seth Gecko ([personal profile] darknstormy) wrote2017-01-29 05:30 pm
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Seth Gecko (28)
I'm not here to wax poetic. I've done some very messed up things in my life. I'll be the first to admit that. But I'm not your enemy, and I'm not your friend. I'm simply here for what's mine.

YES / MATCH / TICK



NO / TICK



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[personal profile] medals 2017-02-02 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
your own fault really, should've just gone with the abs :)

[It's not always as easy as this to slip into easy bantering, or somewhat comfortable back and forth. Sometimes, she finds herself stuck on the precipice of awkward uncertainty when navigating through conversations with new people. So when the easy ones come along, she's relieved. She's relieved now, even if it's early in.]

there's a shooting range, if you practice
they don't mind if i go there. lots of supervision.
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[personal profile] medals 2017-02-06 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
i should warn you, i'm a good shot but also, am even better/worse when startled. depends who's gossiping.

[somewhere in the back of her mind there is a voice -- a familiar one, from mistakes gone by -- that warns against guns. it always is sort of warning her, though, and has been since, well. since she first stepped foot in eudio. it's hard to tell from a profile picture, but she doesn't think Seth will let her daydream herself into a waking nightmare.]
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[personal profile] medals 2017-02-07 10:45 am (UTC)(link)
i guess if you can suspend your disbelief for a few minutes

like i said, i used to have bad nightmares. a lot of the time it was stuff i'd seen, during uhm. the apocalypse. mostly just getting eaten alive, that kinda stuff. used to wake up and it'd feel like someone had a hold of me, but i didn't notice how bad it was until after all the undead folk started getting taken in for treatment. i think it was probably because i couldn't just shoot them anymore and had to face the reality that they were people, deep down. anyway, i started having panic attacks i guess. the kind of ones where i could hear and see stuff out of the corner of my eye, and i used to be the kind of person to pull the trigger first and ask questions later. nearly shot my brother once.

and i guess full disclosure here, i shot someone i'd gone to school with, before all of the world went to shit.


[somewhat belatedly, she realises that is a lot of words and a lot of things to dump on a person on cuddlr. but, this city is so hard focused on informed consent that she can't bring herself to backspace. she sends it and then, quickly after:]

the tldr version is that zombies fucked me up and i accidentally shot a lad in the head if your eyes glaze over when you scroll up
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[personal profile] medals 2017-02-09 10:59 am (UTC)(link)
jesus, what did your poor sod of a brother do to get shot in the head??

i'm still up for it :). when's a good time for you?
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[personal profile] medals 2017-02-19 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
i think they probably close whenever it's not safe to shoot without proper lighting ahahah.

nothing wrong with starting early. i don't think i really remember my first three months here.
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[personal profile] medals 2017-02-21 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
some of it :p

two years in march. been here since the beginning, i think? there was probably volunteers before that, but yeah. i left for a couple months and then came back though. but i'm saying it's two years.